(also known as the shortest time between two posts I've ever written on this blog, I'm pretty sure).
I can scarcely believe what I accomplished tonight. I am almost in tears. I have felt so stuck, so blocked on this piece -- incomprehensibly so, since I love this story so much and want so badly to tell it. But I've been feeling like I've been spinning my wheels, that what I was writing wasn't any good, and was starting to wonder if I should just give up and focus on my acting since I'd been getting some traction with that lately.
But tonight, oh tonight! The magic of writing by hand! Of setting a timer, being out of the house! Of having figured out who my characters are, of having done more research this weekend (since its an historical piece). Tonight in just 3 hours, I wrote 30 pages by hand. 3 entire scenes, 2 of which I had no idea I was going to write. The scenes are rough and will definitely need some editing, but they are there. And it is so much clearer to me now where I am in this story, who these people are, what their journey is. Specifically what Rosie's journey is, my main character's. I know her now. I love her. She's definitely more than a little bit me. She's definitely NOT me in any kind of literal sense, but there is something in her essence that is very much me.
I am in love with my play again. I am in love with writing again. I am so happy right now I could cry. I don't know if this experiment will work this well every time I do it, but I will be doing a version of this every day day this week, for whatever amount of time my schedule allows. Huzzah.
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